just realise

hello...its been a while since i posted something...hehehe got problem with the connection

emmm i just wanna share abit about what im facing right now...well its sad and kinda sakit jua lah for me...i just relise that i still have a feeling towards my last ex hohoh dont want to maintion her name..some of u may know who i'm talking about...i thougth i'm over her already but when i knew she likes someboby else deep inside in my heart i feel jealous about it..kn menangis pasal atu pun nda jua guna2kn...soo sabar sja tia...i only hope that she would be haapy...that would be enough to make me happy also...aha weird huh?! i'm letting the person i love go...the first person hear i say the word "i love u" from the bottom of my heart where i truly mean it...well that's it i dun want to be so sentimental on this... krng len jd...lau ada jodoh tidak akan kemana..tp kana ada usaha hehe

love is full of lies

memanglah cinta ane panuh dgn tipuan... ada kalakn menyaman kn ati pasangan nya..some of them.... they think that they are trying not to hurt them but it's the opposite...well lies mana yg nda sakit and membri marah f we discover the truth...u agree? yes?yes?yes?yes......gud2 ahaha

this is one of the risk we have take kalau kn bekinta...well apa blh buatkn ea th udah tu..mau nda mau paksa jua we take that risk....hmmm well i experiences alot of lies in relationship..it's easy to tell weather they r lying or not...eventough i know they r lying i just do nothing...i mean it's not that i let then to lie...im just giving them choice countinue the lies or tell me the truth..im just giving them chances...while doing that i also try to undercover the truth why they did that..

it's not an easy work it's pain in the ass work...when u discover the truth be ready with it...some of them might hurt u..i mean reall2 hurt u...just be prepare with it =) but to be sure trust ur partner...because trusting each other is important in relationship =) u wont loss anything f u trust ur pathner...she?he is the one who is at loss if they betray ur trust...isn't it?

to applicant yg susah2 bnr kn apply on9 here's the tips

1st step:- log-on to www.hecas.edu.bn

request a password via SMS, by typing: hecas new and send to 8885555

no.of programmes Fee
1 program $5
2 programs $10
3 programs $15
4-6 programs $20

once a SMS request is sent, you will received a reply msg with the 6-digit alpha-numeric password

log on to www.hecas.edu.bn, select first time login and type in the 6 digit password


2nd step:- once ur password is submitted,the following prompt will appear on ur screen and click at click here

at the same time,the system will request for confirmation by via SMS.

type: hecas yes

once you sent you will received another SMS reply to get your tracking no.

3rd step:- log on to www.hecas.edu.bn, select normal login and type in your tracking no. and password


you can change your password if you want to. type your current password then type new password and re-type your password to comfirm it. Be sure to remember your tracking no. and password.


4th step:- section A is your personal data, you will be ask to fill it in.you will see * this which you must fill it in or u will not be able to go to another section.

next is section B,will be your academic achievements. first you have to unblock or off you popups. after you turn off click Add. There will be a new window, they will asked you to chose which past exam you have taken. after you already chosen it,there will bunch of subjects listed,so you tick the subject that you not taken for exam and remove it from the list. You will be asked are you sure to remove it click yes. If you accidently remove your subject taken you click add and re do it.then you can do the grading and yearing. about the year you dont have to woory about the date just put the month and year. after finished click next and you're on to the next section

5th step:-next is section C,will be program choosen. you can only chose 2 programes for each university, so choose wisely. you have to chose wisely which will be your 1st choice of programe. For example; your 1st programe is bachlor of art which is at UBD and 2nd programe is business and accounting which is at ITB. 1st programe means your 1st choice and 2nd programe is your 2nd choice, so on and so forth. click next to section D

Section D is never been there...but im sure it's for comfirmation everything is in order =)

sudden changes in brunei education...

i think most of brunei citizen already know about the changes in brunei education..
to all students who want to apply at ubd in the future u must aware that it is not easy anymore...
u must study hard and get ur eng o lvl credit..

other than that after u passed ur o lvl exam u must choose wisely which school are u going to enter weather countinue u study at form 6 or go to mtssr...to choice is in ur hand..jgn menyasal krng udah atu...wasted ur time for 2 years dah tu...

about the applying at ubd,itb and unissa on9...im sure some of u agreed with it and some may not...it,s not that im not agree with it...cuma..the way they changes things is way too fast..i already do register well it's seems easier than u do it written...the complicated things is we r not sure weather we should print this from and send the printed form to the uni and ins... our time is short and there are large amount of student want to know about..even the admin dont know we should do that..f we ned to do that why we should apply on9?i dont get it....the cost of one program is way to expensive...last year we can have 2 programs for 5bnd only...well that's it...i still dont understand how to fill in this form ahahah especially section B

hanya kamu yg bisa~

tanpa terasa~kau curi hati ku~
dengan bebeda cara mu~
menakluki hati kecil ku~
berjuta rayuan yang pernah ku rasa~
namun takda yg pernah tersentuh~
tak ada yg mempersonakn ku~
tp semua berbeda~
saat kau ada disini~
mempersonakan aku selalu~

chorus:-
hanya kamu yg bisa~
membuat aku jd tergila2~
membuat aku jatuh cinta~
kerna tak ada yg lain seperti kamu~
berkali ku mencuba~
berpaling dgn makhluk indah lain nya~
namun tak pernah ku rasakn~
bila sehingga bercinta ku dng mu~

tapi semua berbeda~
saat kau ada disini~
mempersonakn aku selalu~

chorus x2

28th dec 2008 was awesome kekeke reunioun 5B 2005 at pantai serasa...walaupun ckit ja yg dtng tp siuk jua lah...yth ganya ne yg dtng aaaa...slideshow....posing ckit eh ada ckit2! bnyk lah posing...nda tia siuk f nda posing...we wrer having fun not serious...

that would be bini2nya ganya yg dtng ja...my bestfrend and cuzzy

aik...? apahal kmu ane? ahaha sampat g bedrama tu... antam bek jua ku balik dah mun...hmmm malas kn bekata...eseh =p

ehhhhh....????buh ahaha bukannya dpantai ne sorry2 slh2....

ahaha behapa ko...

bini2nya posing...my besfren and my cuzzy

tunjuk2 ragat ahaha...hanya kmu yg bisa~membuat aku jd tergila2~

laki2nya bbq...asal masak makan asal masak makan ahahaha....apa nda,ckit g nda cukup...laki2 andangnya beparut...;) jgn pandang bdn kurus tp kuat makan...

ane yg on 4th jan 2009 aku nada masane tp nda apalah huhuhu hiking dtasik lama hohoho..i had nothing to say about this because i didnt come aha so i dont know how fun it was...mula2 d bukit shah bandar cause of something they change the location....well slideshow

nice tasik wish we go together some other time..

siuk kmu ahhhh ahaha sa2pun...

to be with a person who love you?

well going by the title do u agree??
i kinda agreed with it...there's no lose to it...but i prefer to remain single at the fro a while hahaha...it's not that i dont want to but it's complicated...

aaaa what should i say about this...hmmm...this time i'll ask to my readers...(^-^) what do you think about it...why you agree?why you dont?give the benefit or losses for it? i'll give my opinion next time...fair???fair....good! (^-^)*tumbs up*

forgive or not to forgive

whats' that suppose to mean??? emmm i wonder....well here we go

we must learn how to learn to forgive someone...no matter waht kind of mistake they've done...no matter how big or how small it is...you are forgiving a person not her/his action towards you....so you have to give them something to remind them not to do it again...of course not by beating the hell out of them...just something to remind them...

f you dont want to forgive them??? well manasja th kmu haha but i dont recommand them...why???it only hurt both side you and that person...but the who dont forgive is hurt more...you might turning to hate that person...while that person doesnt even care(this how people these days)...

the reason i forgive???
*i forgive because i want to
*i dont want to it to be more complicated(which is troublesome)
*that person dont know how to appologize(which is sucks)
*that how want to leave it be think that s/he cannot do anything about it(shhheesss why they think like that...they dont even try..such a bunch of cowards..im a forgiving person wake up already!)
*i forgive because they appologize proplely

well that all to it i think chow...

masa

masa mengubah segala nya,
dri yg kaya ke miskin,
dri yg miskin ke kaya,
dri yg sehat ke sakit,
dri yg sakit ke sehat,
dri jahat ke baik,
dri baik ke jahat(kalau blh maintain baik),
dri suka ke benci,
dri benci ke suka,

setiap saat blh merubah segala nya mengikut apa yg kita putuskn... jd buatlah keputusan yg bijak...jgn sampai nyasal d hari kalak... apa yg baik sudah kita miliki jgn lah dsia2kn...mungkin ianya tak akan kembali....

' Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini ?'
=MASA LALU. Bagaimanapun kita, apapun kenderaan kita, tetap kita tidak akan dapat kembali ke masa yang lalu. Oleh sebab itu kita harus menjaga hari ini, hari esok dan hari-hari yang akan datang .

crap

there's about this chain thingy things always been posted to my email..well i dont belive that kind stuff of crap ooppsss sorry! we'll atu lah ane lah apalah f nda send..i dont even sent it but im still ok nada papa im fine aha...dude...sometimes its really piss me off...well i admit it i also read it..it have very interesting and atractive story in it but its just bunch of crap ahaha...who the hell made that crap... sorry!!!! jgn maah ahh..